8.11.05

and again, i lied

i'm doing the CORE homework. i couldn't handle the stress of not completing the work, even if i am taking off at the end of the term. although i might not even do that, because from what i've heard about regular CORE, it sucks even harder than honors CORE, and frankly, sucking is not something i want in a class.

some friends and i were over-analysing this afternoon, and came up with a theory on why it is that i'm not sleeping. ready for it? here: when Kyle gets stressed, i get stressed. and when i get stressed, i don't sleep.

i don't know how plausible that theory is, which is why i say "theory." although it seems to be the case. or maybe my waves of insomnia just coincide with his surge of life-craziness. who knows. not me.

all i want to do is crawl into my bed and sleep and sleep and sleep... but i know sleep won't come. the problem isn't that i'm not tired... i've got more tiredness in my system than should be legal (it might not be, for all i know), but somehow the whole concept of "i'm tired, therefore i sleep" hasn't made it past that comma.

tonight, i am going to do two Google News assignments and a summary. tomorrow, it's a Google News assignment and two summaries. in addition to studying for that Crim test that's 50% of my grade in that class. jeebus that's crazy.

i think i'll organise my Crim notes tomorrow between Spanish and Stats... with any luck, i'll manage a bit of a nap in there as well.

did i mention that i might be going home this weekend? Kyle's going to be off at PACURH, and Meagan's going to be driving to Bend for her dad's birthday, so guess who's hitching a ride? that's right, me! i so want good food, it's crazy. tonight's meal just drove that home. right to my intestines. and arteries. and I'm going to the Kiva and Sy's and Jambo, and by god I am going to bring Eugene back with me in various ways, because I miss it. Never EVER thought i'd think that, but i really do miss it.

alrighty, time for this chickadee to do some tarea... slán! or as Tegan says, Brits out!

last night's visit was awesome, but too short... my poor boy... Jurgis to my Ona

1 comment:

madge said...

I love how are there are always sublime messages to your boy at the end of your posts. I ? young love. Your no-sleep theory is a good one - it seems to fit what I know of you. You have a genuine concern for others in your life, says me, Madge J. Confucious.

I hope you're able to get some shuteye soon - maybe a trip home will do the trick? By the by - total comment intrusion - but the first time I saw RENT I was in Eugene (can't remember the name of the gigantic concrete performing arts center). So.sad.

Dorm food will never get better, but your parents' cooking will.